What does my sexuality say about me?

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It’s been a common question – over the years I’ve come out about my sexuality after keeping it thinly veiled for many years; but what exactly do I identify as?

Well, for the purposes of pigeonholing myself onto one of the LGBTQ letters I tend to go with B for Bisexual, but I could also say Q for Queer, because my sexuality is somewhat ambiguous at times.

Whilst I’m married to a wonderful and very understanding wife, and in the case of who I actually have, and have had relationships with it is purely female. I’ve never had sex with a man, ever, although I have had “relationships” with a man (rubbing him through clothes whilst he returned the favour, although neither of us went off).

I prefer the term queer because my passion for men revolves totally around the clothes they’re wearing. Nice fitting clothing, a nice formal suit, leather, latex and other such fetish wear is absolutely essential for me to be attracted to a man. Unlike most gay and bisexual men, I can assure you that my “wank bank” is very limited, but I’ll give you one example of a photo I find really attractive and then tell me what you think.

He ticks so many of my boxes!

So tell me, what is your sexuality? are you very fluid or straight down the line one or the other?